I hate to hear all that gossip, especially its about me... i try to keep low profile already, but still, somebody still like to talk behind. What wrong ?? Why ?? Why Kakak not allowed to clean my house? why she need to keep this secretly even she do it for me?? is it very weird if i didnt around lunch time? why try to keep track on me through others??? i really didn't understand.
I didn't expect everyone to like me, but, can you pls keep your eye AWAY from me???? i hate the feeling that i am always being "observed" by others!!!
Sometime i think i rather stay still here rather then keep walking and people waiting me to fall down, and laugh at me not to raise me up...
Maybe my face look hateful.... should i put on a mirror in front of me wherever i go ? so that i can see my face expression every time i deal with people. The mirror should also put in front of those who like to gossip about me... to be fair lah, i am not perfect, as well as you lah.....
I feel like leaving this place when all those people make me sick.... ok, its my problem, its me cant stand for it, maybe for others, they will assume that is dog barking; but i cant, its my problem, cause i care too much.
I shouldn't too pessimistic, i know! i should learn how to translate all those people words to dog bark!!! hahaha~~~
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